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Friday, October 13, 2006 { 10/13/2006 07:03:00 PM }

14th saturday.. went to church.. haha was quite okay la.. :) still the same, aft service i feel super cold.. hahaha something happen.. you shouldn see my book lo.. haix u ar.. then was asked to go for fellowship but we have alr plan to play lantern la.. haha gab, kev, maple n i went to tpy to buy candles n sparkles.. haix couldn find lantern.. ass haha then we went to the playground near our skl.. haha we make a memorable stain there.. haha LOL :D next time then i put the pic.. haha LOL went home late, something really funny happen.. lol hahaha thx dear..

15th sunday.. didn do anything special anyw.. haha went for golf then went to eat w two aunty, mummy n ahma.. haix eat at the hawker centre.. aunty leng leng know abt it alr la.. haix then aud jie read my book.. fucking shit la.. all my things inside lo.. and for yr information.. i think its missing.. i cant find the fkin book.. argh ahhhh.. die die alr.. ahhh -_-" nic going crazy... sorry haha XP

16th mon.. went to skl lo.. haha then did chinese paper... i didn even understand a single bit.. until aft exams mushuang n jiayi told me the passage was abt mother theresa.. i kinda get it la.. haha i anyhow write one.. duno whether correct anot.. not surprise if i got border line.. XP
17th tues.. had my ACCOUNTS paper.. i totally screw it up for the second paper.. didn have enough time lo.. i was staring at the last question for quite long n forgotten abt the first question... haha damn dumb la.. haix die die..

18th wed.. went to sentosa with maple n rj.. i had to come out of the hus so early jus to pretend as i have skl.. i spent 3 hours in tpy alone.. :( someone so happily sleep throughout and was suppose to meet me.. UH?!?! dunno who sia... evil.. hahah then best mummy dun want to come down n meet me earlier to accompany and she want to sleep.. hmph... who ar..?!?! pig sia both of them... hpmh hahaha dun ask wad i did during the three freaking hours.. hahaha :D secrets..!!! XP bleh muahahaha LOL.. saw jellyfishes at east coast.. haaha so cute.. XD didn plan to go home in the end aunty really believe wad i say n go all the way to changi to find me.. omg la.. haix then i have no choice but to go home w them if not die die.. that was the worst night that i tried to stay out.. haix i kinda hate tt day.. argh..

19th thurs.. didn / couldnt go out.. i was so call grounded... had bible study w aud jie jie friend then had to go to paya lebar to give mummy food... then had to stay there for one hour to watch tv then go back home.. damn bored la.. haha then i went into the room to do my stuff.. nothing better to do.. msg n talk to pple.. but still felt so bored.. then jie woke up frm her nap and question me wad n where did i go or do ytd.. haix i had no choice but to tell her the truth.. lucky she understands me.. PHEW...! :D slack at home like in jail the whole day.. haix

20th fri.. which is today.. school was so so so super slack.. haha charge my phone in skl again.. hahaha lol dun care la.. saving money anyway.. hahaha :D lalalalala i didn do anything lol... hahaha our post exams activities was super boring lo.. we had two third of the whole day to prepare our inter class competition.. ahhh im dancing again.. haix now is the whole class have to participate... muahahahax LOL.. the steps were nicer, harder n better. haha still can follow a little la.. XD was slacking in the hall la.. hahaha didn pay attention.. ahaha OPPS...!!! bleh xp.. after skl went to eat long john silver then went home to change n bathe n come down to the shop for dental n tuition.. see i so guai one okay...!!! HAHA lol very bored.. i miss cookie and HIM.. haha

MY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS... its kinda true actually... haix.. wad the hell is happening to me.. can i _ _ _..?!?!?! i feel so useless, helpless n heartless now.. i cant do anything to help my family, especially MY MOTHER... haix she had her blood transfusion today.. she say she felt better a little.. but the problem is i scared the consequences of the blood transfusion thingy.... aud jie friend didn have a good ending aft having the blood transfusion.. daddy told me to take care of mummy n not let her worry.. try to help the family as we are facing financial n communicating problem.. how to help? am i suppose to start working? or am i suppose to save up money n not eat? i dunno.. VERY CONFUSE... not only this is bothering me.. _ e_a_io_ _ _ i _ is also bothering me.. should i listen to king kong? or should i be stubborn? haix very blur n confuse.. god i need yr help right now at this moment..! please...!?!?! :'(

TODAYS' HOROSCOPE..

OCTOBER 13TH FRIDDAAY...
Today you might find yourself planning to have some visitors to stay with you for a while, Nicolette. Worry about developments on the jobs, or unfinished chores of your own, might have you feeling a little bit stressed out and under the weather. You need to step putside yourself and look at your situation objectively. It's not all that bad - just somthing that needs to be done. Get it handled ( which i cant), then reward yourself in some way.

haix tomorrow's horoscope is worst.. im so sad of it.. haix.. ahhhh kill me.. exchange my life for my mother's.. everybody needs her more than me.. why my mother? why mus she suffer in this way? why my family? ahhh is this a punishment for all of us in my family n the close ones? why?!?!?! help me... :''(
IF YR INTERESTED ABOUT WHATS GOIN TO HAPPEN TOMORROW TO ME.... CHECK IT OUT YOURSELF.. HAHAHA.. MY BIRTHDAY : 14th december 1991 [ you should know.. hahaha its coming anyway.. u hv to prepare something right?!?!?!?! lalalala.. muahahax :D ]
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http://astrocenter.astrology.msn.com/msn/EditLevel1.aspx?Af=-1000